i enjoy activities that tickle my neurons with electricity
... my brain is tickled to meet you.
my soul is carnate
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Oh, God. Just look at me now... one night opens words and utters pain... I cannot begin to explain to you... this... I am not here. This is not happening.Oh wait, it is, isn't it?I am a ghost. I am not here, not really. You see skin and cuts and frailty...these are symptoms, you known, of a ghost.An unclear image, with unclear thoughts, whispering vague things...If I told you what was really in my head, you'd never let me leave this place. And I have no desire to spend time in hell while I'm still, in theory, alive.
--
The Finer Points of Becoming Machine
my heart is craving
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A child may not know how to feed itself, or what to eat, yet it knows hunger. . .
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Flowers for Algernon
my mind is ailing
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You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
Tell me about despair, yours,
And I will tell you mine -
Meanwhile the world goes on.
--
Wild Geese






